"One Sweet Love" - Sara Bareilles (lyrics)

Another truth..

I sometimes don't feel like I deserve another chance at love and marriage, that I'm ruined.

I would be fine with that, if not for this internal longing..

Problems with Blogger..

I'm having real difficulties with this website and its hosting.. Sometimes complete posts disappear, sometimes they just won't post and its driving me crazy.

I'm trying to find a new place.. any ideas??

{This moment}

A Friday ritual. A single photo - no words - capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember. -soulemama

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#4..

Before my son came into the world, I didn't believe in Love.

#3..

I do believe in god and feel blessed daily, but it has been a very long time since I felt close to god.

Is that god moving away or me?

#2..

I am beautiful, strong and capable. I've always had to be strong.

I just don't always want to be.

Sometimes I want to hide, curl up in a corner and tune out the world.

Sometimes I want to sit in someones arms and be rocked to sleep.

Sometimes I want to just be. Quiet. Still.

It doesn't matter though, what i want.

I'm something better then me, I'm a mom now.